Here it is 8/3/03, and I am so depressed. The concert mentioned earlier has come and gone, and I was not there. It was not as if I really thought I could go, but it was such a nice little pipe dream. Maybe next year... Goodness I can just see my mother's face as I tell her I am going to Germany to see the Scorpions! Heheheh! That alone would be priceless. My sister seems to think she would drop dead of a heart attack if I made this anouncement, but I think she can handle it. I suppose if I manage to somehow save enough money, we shall find out. Please don't die, Mom! I got a one word NeoMail a few days back. The one word? Deutsch? Had to tell the poor girl no, but I was quite amused by it. That is what I get for putting those song lyrics in my shop. 'Du bist so schmutzig, und doch so schön, Oh du meine phantasie!' Translated...You are so dirty and yet so beautiful, Oh you're my fantasy! Obviously the prudish Neo Staff doesn't speak German or that would've been cleared a long time ago! So...I lied...I do know more than two or three words. I like to be misleading, hence my new email signature... Mein leben, meine obsession, meine phantasie.